attention [this is something i wrote for my ex a while back when we were together...NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE...but i guess i wanted to post this...maybe you can see how hard NiQuey fell, when I did]...but i got baqq up on that note.
I USED TO WRITE LOVE LETTERS TO NO ONE IN PARTICULAR WHEN I WAS YOUNGER.... USED TO SPILL MY HEART OUT FOR NO APPARENT REASON ONTO PAPER.... I HAD TO GET WHAT I LACKED AS A CHILD OUT OF MY SYSTEM SOMEHOW.... IF I WASN'T LOVED AND HAD NOBODY TO LOVE.... I FIGURED I WOULD PRETEND..... GUESS I FELL INLOVE WITH WRITING..... BUT NOW..... I FOUND HER..... SO MY WRITING HAS SLIGHTLY CHANGED.... IT HAS A BETTER REASON.... I CAN'T WRITE ABOUT ANYTHING OTHER THAN HOW MUCH I LOVE HER.... I SWEAR I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD EXPERIENCE FINDING MY ONE TRUE, SOUL MATE, LOVE, BEST FRIEND, EVERYTHING IN ONE PERSON....... I HAVE AND IT BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES.... CLOSE FRIENDS OF MINE KNOW HOW IT WAS WITH ME.... MY PAST WAS LIKE A SICK JOKE, THE THINGS I'VE BEEN THROUGH..... THE HURT AND THE PAIN I'VE EXPERIENCED OUTSIDE AND IN MY HOME...... I COULD BRAG AND BOAST ABOUT HOW BAD I'VE HAD IT FOR SO LONG.... BUT... YOU KNOW WHAT.... I'D REPEAT IT ALL AGAIN IF I KNEW IT WOULD LEAD ME TO HER..... AND SO WHAT IM ABOUT TO RELEASE FROM INSIDE... IT'S ALL TO HER, FOR HER AND BECAUSE OF HER...... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU ARE TO ME.... YOU COMPLETE ME..... THIS IS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD [JUST ME WRITING IN STYLE, DON'T TRY TO FIND A SCHEME, THERE ISN'T ONE].....
HERE IT GOES.... DOT....DOT....DOT...
WHEN YOUR HANDS...
CROSSED MINE....
WHEN YOUR LIPS...
TOUCHED MINE....
WHEN YOUR EYES.... MET... MINE.....
THE WORLD DISSAPPEARED AND MY HEART BECAME YOUR SLAVE....
IN A WAY...
ANY WAY...
IM TRYNA SAY...
YOU....
COMPLICATE ME....
CHANGED ME....
MADE ME....
MAKE ME.....
YOU...
TAME ME...
NO ONE COULD EVER...
DO ME BETTER....
READY TO WALK ON WATER.....
FLY THROUGH CLOUDS....
CAN'T HEAR MY THOUGHTS...
MY HEART BEAT IS TOO LOUD....
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME....
WHATEVER IT IS...
DO IT...
HARDER.....
DEFENDING YOU TO A CATCH PHRASE...
FRIENDS LOOKING AT ME LIKE....
ANYWAY...
ROLLING EYES OF ENVY....
ALL BECAUSE YOU GET ME....
I GET YOU....
RANDOM.....
BUT THIS IS WHAT I FEEL....
THIS IS ME BEING REAL....
NO LETTING GO....
PAST TAKING IT SLOW....
PLEASURE....
SHE IS MY PLEASURE...
IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT I COULD BANISH MY POLITENESS...
I'D RATHER BANISH MY POLITENESS....
HARD TO KEEP COMPOSURE AROUND HER.....
HARD TO MAKE SENSE....
HARD TO STARE AT HER AND MAKE A STATEMENT...
I HAD TO BITE MY LIPS SO MANY TIMES TO SNAP BACK TO MY REALITY....
I'D GET SO LOST IN HERS....
OURS...
NOT YOURS.....
SHE IS MY OWN...
I AM HER OWN....
SO DANGEROUS IT IS FOR AN OUTSIDER LOOKING TO INTERFERE....
NO CRAZY COMPETITION WITH THE PAST.....
RACING AGAINST TIME TO HOLD YOU CLOSE....
AND AT THE SAME TIME WANTING TO HOLD YOU LONG AND SLOW....
FLIPPING AND TURNING THE HOUR GLASS OF TIME TO PERFECT OUR MOMENTS... BUT NOTHING WILL EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH UNTIL IM IN YOUR ARMS AGAIN...
THEN ALL WILL BE TOO GOOD....
PERFECT.
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