Innocent little monster

Innocent little monster

Monday, July 13, 2009

the feelings [08 throwback]

IT TOOK ALOT FOR ME TO GET HERE.... THIS YEAR ALOT HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.... FROM MY HEART...... ALOT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO MY MIND AS WELL.... I'VE GROWN UP MORE THIS YEAR THAN ANY OTHER..... I CAN HONESTLY SAY IM READY TO STEP AWAY FROM THE CHILD I ONCE WAS...COMPLETELY.... ONE THING THAT I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND A MANY TIMES IN MY PAST..... I BELEIVE THAT I HAVE TRULY FOUND..... SOMEONE TO LOVE... A BEAUTIFUL BROKEN WOMAN..... PERFECT TO THE EYE.... BUT FAR FROM PEFECT BENEATHE THE SURFACE.... YET I CAN'T STOP DIGGING THROUGH HER.... BENEATHE HER SKINS...... MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE IS MADE..... BUT I CAN'T TURN AWAY.... SHE IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED MYSELF TO END UP WITH.... SHES UNLIKE ME IN MANY WAYS.... WHEN YOU CAN LOVE SOMEBODY AND THEY ARE PERFECT IN YOUR EYES....ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING..... BUT WHEN YOU CAN LOVE SOMEBODY WHO IS TRULY IMPERFECT IN YOUR EYES..... AND WANT FOR THAT PERSON TO REMAIN ALWAYS AT YOUR SIDE..... WHEN YOU CAN LOVE SOMEBODY BACK FROM THEIR MISTAKES..... IT'S A MASTERPEICE OF LOVE...... NOTHING IS PERFECT....NOTHING. WHEN YOU CAN COME TO TERMS WITH THAT IN SOMEONE.... YOU FIGURE OUT THAT LOVE COMES FROM THE THE HARDSHIP YOU MUST GO THROUGH... THE HISTORY YOU CREATE WITH SOMEONE.... THE FUTURE YOU BEHOLD WITH SOMEONE...... WHEN TWO PEOPLE DESPITE THE MISTAKES THEY MAKE....HOLD ON TO EACHOTHER....AND REFUSE TO EVER LET GO..... IT'S ONE OF THE SCARIEST THINGS IVE COME TO FACE IN MY LIFE.... AND ONE OF THE BEST....... SHE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I NEVER KNEW WHAT LOVE WAS... I COULD'NT HAVE KNOWN... NO FEELING I HAVE EVER FELT PREVAILS WHAT SHE MAKES ME FEEL INSIDE..... AND TO THINK THAT I COULD ALL COME TO AN END.... ITS LIKE WALKING IN THE DARK FOLLOWING A LIGHT AND NOT KNOWING WHERE ITS LEADING YOU.... I JUST TRUST IT....... SHE IS MY LIGHT....... I SEE FLICKERS THAT TRY TO DISTRACT ME, BUT THEY WILL NEVER BE AS BRIGHT OR REMAIN AS SHE HAS... PEOPLE SAY THAT INLOVE YOU DO STUPID THINGS...... AMONGST THE THINGS THAT ARE DONE IN THIS WORLD.... PEOPLE THAT ARE LOVING.... ARE THE ONES THAT ARE SMILING THROUGH THIS DISASTEROUS PLACE WITHOUT A WORRY IN THE WORLD.... SO I LOVE HER.....

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