The scenario

she grabbed her hand, tears spiiling from her eyes.... she couldn't find the words to say.... say she's sorry..... she swallowed hard, felt a knot in her throat.... then she blurted out... "I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU...NOT A DAY WENT BY THAT I DIDN'T REGRET LETTING YOU GO... IT WAS THE STUPIDEST... HARDEST THING I'VE EVER DONE....YOU WEIGHED ON MY HEART EVERY DAY...CONSUMED MY THOUGHTS....EVEN WHILE I WAS WITH HER....CLAIMING I LOVED HER,THAT I WANTED A LIFE WITH HER...I WAS LYING TO MYSELF...I REALLY JUST WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM THE HELL I WAS LIVING AND YOU WERE TOO CLOSE TO WHERE IT WAS AND I COULDN'T DEAL..SO I SETTLED AND BELEIVED LIES WERE MY TRUTH AND TRUTHS WERE MY LIES..TRUTH WAS I WAS RUNNING FROM MYSELF....YOU FOUND ME AMONGST MY TROUBLED DAYS AND I IGNORED IT...I REALIZE I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU , LEFT US...I SHOULD HAVE HAD FAITH"... shaking and feeling defeated.... she let her hand go.... looked her one last time in her eyes..... and walked away. [[[WHAT A HEARTBREAKING SCENARIO I'VE COME UP WITH]]] IT'S FICTION; BUT IT COULD HAPPEN.