let it slip

speechless.
have you ever wanted to say soooo much to somebody...
but felt they wouldn't hear you.....
thats how i feel right now....
you see the smiles yeah.....
inside i feel nothing, just hollowness..
it takes a whole lot of strength to act like everything's okay...
when in fact, i feel...
everything is gone....
MY EVERYTHING is gone...
i ask god everyday " why does he make me feel i have to keep fighting this?"...
why is she still so strong on my heart like this??.......
please go away...
*tears*please go away.
fuck this shit...
imma keep myself busy like i been.
* fixes hair, wipes tears, carmexes lips, flies off*